Friday, January 21, 2005
haix..today entry was rather early..erm..nth much to say other than "i miss him"
i duno wad the hell i m arriving at..i told myself to smile to him whenever i saw him in the form of apology.. but ..haix... ydae was a big mistake.. hope wad happen in the afternoon was a diff story for mi n him le bahx..
i duno wad happen to him..it is nt the first time ever like tt happen.. i mean.. whenever i call my fren name.. he ll b the one turning his head round instead of my fren.. the name was so far apart the same.. haix..i dun care..
wad tml ll happen none of us ll koe.. long holiday for mi n him.. hope i can ...can really see him bah..
i admit it was my childish-ness that works out.. i koe i m the one at fault..i koe i told u tt i want to b fren n hope our frenship dun turn sour..it was all my words..but i m the one hu sum how brk the "promise" i did nt even maintian the frenship tt mi n u used to hav..i m the one in the wrong.. do u koe tt i almost cry in front of u ydae..
i dun hope the 2 of us were to sit down n tok abt wad happen this past 9 days... i jus wan to..remain as wat we r in the hols.. the jokes tt u crack.. if i koe tis ll to happen i ll nt say it.. haix.. all i can depend now is mi or mayb my fren le bah..
ydae was tiring but magnage to tok on the phone with Jie Yi..so she n Loong patch loh..so hapy for them..but.. she happen to pass thru my blog n saw my entries.. i nv say anithin..i jus told her wad happen ydae between mi n him.. chat n chat den go orh orh le..
Life hav to move on rite? valentine cuming..n gt band tt day..so dun tink can go out do sum shoppin or celebration loh.. him..i tink busy day for him..as long tt day i ll b able to see him ..i m fine..but tink back abt my past 4 yrs of valentine..erm..first yr..wad did i do? nth bah.. second attached but went out with just..3rd year..attached but it is on sat n the last day of CNY..partner busy with the prefectorial stuff.. 4th year attached...partner made mi mad.. -.-" *diao* 5th year now..tis yr.. single..o.O dun hope for much..really..
nvm..gt to do hw later n in the late afternoon go out with yvonne..at night mayb go to JieYi house to party?? with SPARKS! finally!
tml gt band.. see him????
yipeeS-
